Wednesday, January 28, 2009


Within the Depths of my Mind 01/28/09

Within the depths of my mind
I still hope to find
A freedom that lives in the youthful child within…
Get my traveling feet a moving on out of this place.
Got to find higher ground, a better space.
This tumultuous life we live
Everyone always taking something, so I need more to give
Filled with change and crazy things we cannot understand
But also wonder and beauty within the land.
Roamin free like a cloud up above
Cant you just feel the love
Raining down on me from all around
Beautiful creatures, they are all found
Within the depths of the wilderness within my mind.
Want to sing out
And let the world know of what I have learned in this journey
Difficulty, pain, and suffering,
But also love, friendship, and perseverance
Beauty lives within
This I know, and will continue to defend.
Someday, things will be easy and we will all enter the Garden once again.
These things that eat and feed on my soul and wellbeing
Will all be reconciled within the depths of my unclouded mind.
Set free at last, reunited with my ancestors who respected this land and all of the Creator’s children-sons and daughters, flora and fauna, stonepeople, and the blood of our spirits that flows within the lifewaters of the Earth.

--Heather's thoughts for the day

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Two Poems I wrote... and a few of my fave pics.


Dreams of my Reality
Current mood: satisfied

The space between and all around,
Whispers the lullaby, a sound..
Comes to me from far away~
They're beckoning me now to stay.
See my destiny flash before my eyes...
Lingering a little longer to unveil this disguise.
As I turn the corner and look to see,
I realize this has not all been just a fantasy.
No longer just a figment of my imagination...
The reality finally calms all my frustration.

Sunrise

Moonlight slips away
Fading into yesterday
Never knowing what the day will bring.
The light re-enters my life once again.
Shadows of darkness still creep by my side
But in you, somehow I still choose to confide.
The burning rays of light slowly arise over the dark hillside...
The most gorgeous colors swirl in the sky
As I try to bid goodbye to this place,
Within my heart that I once dwelled.
I try to hide my face,
But I am now ever more compelled
To face the onset of the coming light.
I am reminded of a time...
No worries, no cares~
Sunrise, sunset
One day to the next, constantly perplexed
By the wonders of this life...
And all the beauty it has to offer.
Climbing ever higher
Hoping to reach a place in the sky,
Soaring high above the clouds.
Somehow I feel as though I could fly away
Into the great blue abyss.

Adventures a la playa en Ecuador, Part II



So, we arrived at Mompiche and it was beautiful!! Love at first sight for sure! Got off the bus and one of the locals immediately ran over and started trying to help us to find a place to stay. Considering we didn't ask for help, I was a little concerned that he was going to try and get something from us... Unfortunately, the innocent me, wanting to believe that everyone is just helping out of the kindness of their heart, has been tainted by my travels elsewhere (i.e. in Costa Rica, where we met one local in particular that pretended that he just wanted to help out and be our friend and then later demanded money from us!). Anyhow, that was far from the case in Mompiche. We found a hotel for only $5/person per night, thanks to some help from our friend and he simply said that he hoped later that we would stop by his little bar. So, we thanked him and put our stuff away in our room.
Our roomate...

I forgot to mention that both Scott and I tried to use the atm in Atacames, with no luck. We were pretty sure that there would be no atm in Mompiche, and we were right. So, we arrived in Mompiche with about $115 between the two of us (I only had $30)... Good thing Scott is a little more well prepared, but then again I was the one who had brought a pretty fair amount of food from Quito, which also came in handy. We went down the way to the local surf hostel to inquire about renting a surf board. That was when we met Edwin, one of the locals that makes surfboards and helps to run the Tabo surf hostel. He told us that it was $15/day for the surfboard and $10/day for the body board for Scott. That would have been quite a bit of money for us since we were so poor. haha ; ) They only had one shortboard for rent and it was a 6'8" pintail... A little over-gunned for me, but better than too small and it looked like a decent board (minus the typical brown spots and dings of a rental board), so I took it. Anyhow, after a little bargaining, he ended up giving us a great deal and let us take the boards that night (so we got 1.5 hours of surf for free too).

We ran down to the beach out front and paddled out. The waves were fun, but far from all time. I was just so happy to be in the ocean again and there were a few little dumpy beach break waves coming through that were fun. I knew that the point was were the real waves were anyhow, but it was high tide (the point doesn't work as well) and the swell hadn't really hit yet. The surf report had said that the swell was coming, a little on Thursday night, but mostly on Fri./Sat. Surfed until it was almost dark. The water was clear, warm (but not hot), and seemed very clean-it was great.
Went back to the hotel, changed, and headed out to look for a place to eat some dinner. Luckily for us, the food in Ecuador is also very inexpensive and muy rico (delicious). We found a little place outdoors, right on the sand. We both ordered calamari (I tried to order crab, but it was not in season, and the lobster-at $8 was unfortunately too expensive for us), and I got mine encocado (in a coconut sauce). Had a Pilsener while watching what remained of the beautiful sunset and waiting for our meal to be prepared from scratch. When the food came, it was sooooo good! So fresh and huge, with fresh homemade salsa also and it was $3.50 a plate... Perfect for los povres. We were exhausted still from all the travel and the night before, so we decided to head back to the hotel, read a bit, and go to sleep early.
Woke up around 7:30 the next morning and went down to the beach to go and see what the waves looked like. There were a few locals around, mostly fisherman and a few people riding their horses down the beach. I thought I saw a few waves down at the point, but it was hard to see, so I headed down to go check it out. No one out, but definitely looked like a few waves. For once in my life, I was wishing there was at least one other surfer around, since there were lots of rocks everywhere and I had no idea how to paddle out, or where to sit. Finally, as I started to head back to the hotel around 8:30am, I see two local guys heading down the beach with boards. I asked the one guy where he was headed and he pointed out front to the point. So, then I started back at a faster pace towards the hotel for my board.

On my way back, ran into Edwin, heading out to the point with his board. When I got back to the hotel, I made Scott get up and convinced him to come with me. We got back down to the point and Edwin was already walking back on the rocks. He had snapped the nose right off of his board. At that point Scott decided that he didn't want to body board out there. Although I was a little sad that I was on my own again, I don't blame him, since it was obvious that it was pretty shallow, dangerous, and not a good place to learn. I had seen another local walk all the way out on the rocks and jump off the end, but considering that rocks were sticking up everywhere I decided that a little longer paddle was worth not taking the risk, so I paddled from the mid-way point.

Finally, made it out after a little effort-I was hurting from yesterday, since I was so out of (surfing) shape. My ribs and arms were killing me. The waves were firing and the locals were taking off way outside, right in front of the rocks. I chose a spot somewhere in between where I could watch and wait for a larger set swinger for a bit. I got one decent one after waiting a bit, but I quickly realized that the locals were good and they knew the spot well=you have to paddle deep and go big, or you will be waiting a long time for a wave.

Edwin was paddling back out with another board and he announced to the other 8 or so locals that the next wave was for the chica. He motioned for me to paddle outside and sit by him. Most of the guys agreed and they all told me va-le (which means go!) when the next wave came through, but I had to laugh, as at least 3 of them were paddling in front of me just in case I didn't actually get it. Then another guy (the 1st one that I had seen paddling out earlier-Maxamille) told me to paddle a little inside and he came with me. This turned out to be the best place to sit, since although there was still rocks in front, you had a little better chance of making it and of the locals not making the 1st dangerous section. So, I got a plenty more waves and finally was so tired and cold (shivering, but still not CA water-cold) and decided to head in for some lunch. Found Scott reading on the beach and we went and made a tuna sandwich (just tuna and bread-we didn't have mayo or sauce). Scott decided that he was going to go to Playa Negra (the local black sand beach) with some of the other people he had met at our hostel from around the world. I said that I thought I was going to stay and take a little walk on the beach, in hopes that the point would still be firing in a bit. I went down the beach and ran into Edwin and some of the other locals heading back from the point and asked them where they were going to surf in a bit. It was decided that we would head to Playa Negra as well.

After a 20-30 minute walk down the beach and a long rocky dirt road (without shoes-OUCH!!), we made it. Scott and all his new friends were still there playing music and hanging out on the beach. We had a crew of me, one guy from Boston, and 5 other locals, but there was no one else in the water. There were a few make-able sections, but it was fast and dumping close-outs for the most part. I could see how it gets pretty fun there most of the time though-it just needed a bit less wind and more shape. The locals were getting some and I managed to get into a few.
Finally paddled in and headed back to the hotel. I explained to Edwin our money situation and he invited us over for some homemade pizza that he prepared from scratch. But first, I decided to brave the cold water shower that consisted of a pipe (kind of like a hose stream) coming out of the wall, since my hair was now turning into dreads. The shower was a little scary, but the water was not that bad since the air temp was warm and it felt good to rinse off. The pizza that Edwin made was fantastic and so fresh!!
Then, he tried to teach me some salsa lessons and that was fun... I was not very good, but I got the basic step down. Then a few of us watched some surf movies and Edwin played a few of his songs-he was really good, I was impressed! We watched Riding Giants and Thicker than Water-awesome! Went on a walk down the street to see if anything was going on, but found only funny people that had too much to drink and some people making out at the bar, so decided to leave and rest up for the session tomorrow.

Woke up the next morning at 7am and Scott woke up just long enough for me to tell him where I was headed and that he should come take pics for a bit, so I grabbed a power bar and my board and headed down to the point. Went down to the surf hostel and tried to knock on the door to wake Edwin up, but no luck... Guess I am going solo again. Paddled out at the point and endured the pain of my now dead arms and painful ribcage. No one out, which was what I expected, but now that I knew the wave a little better, I just figured that this meant more waves for me. After about 1 1/2 hours, Scott showed up to take some pictures. I had wished that he would have been there about an hour ago, or yesterday, but there were still some waves coming in and I was still the only one out. Scott got a few pics and then headed back... Finally, I had really started to wish that at least one other person would paddle out. The tide was going lower, more rocks had started popping up, and I wanted someone else there to push me a bit and to talk to. Just then, I see several people coming down the beach with boards-finally! The funny thing is that I guess the locals all like to surf at the same time, because within a few minutes the whole crew was out-all 8 of them... Edwin got a few deep set waves and there was another guy-Christian was doing huge snaps and 360 chop hops-pretty entertaining to watch. Managed to gleen off a few more waves and finally, after 5 hours decided I was too tired and cold to try for anymore.




Surfed once more that evening, but unfortunately after the perfection at the point, it is hard to surf the beach break again. Tonight, it was my turn to make dinner and return the favor of the pizza. Scott and I went to the store and managed to find some spaghetti, tomato paste, garlic, and an onion. It turned out decent, but nothing compared to the pizza from the night before. I have to say, our selection was pretty limited. Edwin and the surf hostel were throwing a full-moon party in the lot across the way that night, so I was looking forward to that. After dinner, the whole town lost power for about 30 minutes and it looked as though the party was going to be acoustic, but then it came back on and the fiesta was on.

Scott went back to the room and I offered to help with setting up the party. Edwin told me that I could bartend and I was happy to do this to repay all of his generosity and I figured it would give me something to do, since I was there by myself until Scott decided to come back. There was some fresh juice with aguadiente (the local firewater) concoction that I was to give people with their entrance ticket, beers and rum and coke, so not too complicated. Scott finally showed up and at that point the bar was getting really busy and he started to help me. Things started to get a little complicated since no one seemed to have change and neither did I, I got to the point where I had to start telling people that if they paid and got one drink now, that they could come back for however many I still owed them. This worked great for like the 1st three, but after I owed about 10 people money and 3 people owed me money, it started getting hard to remember who was who. Luckily, everyone seemed to be very honest and it all worked out. It was a lot of fun, a live DJ, firedancing and plenty of great people and funny things to watch. The party went on for a while, until we ran out of beer and almost everything and then it was time for dormir (sleep), since it was late and we had to leave in the morning to head back to Quito : (.


Woke up around 8am the next day and figured there was not much surf, since the swell was supposed to drop. I am sure that I could have had it all to myself, since I was pretty sure that the whole town was at the party last night. But, we had to get ready to leave, since the bus was supposed to leave at 10:30am. We woke up Bart (from Holland), our hotel next door neighbor
and went to go get some breakfast, fresh juice, and coffee. All the locals were finally starting to wake up when we were headed back from breakfast. One guy had his board, but everyone else was just talking and looking at the point. Back to the hotel, pack, and go to say goodbye to everyone.

Another 3 buses and 10 hours later, we were back in my favorite Quito... I was ready to turn around and go right back, but a las time to tie up loose ends here, since I leave in 4 days. I have a feeling that I will be back there soon though! I thought really seriously about just selling everything and buying a small lot down there and living life the way that it was made to be lived. Working just enough to survive, beautiful surroundings, wonderful, genuine people, and surfing/horseback riding/playing at the beach every day!! First I guess I have to finish my last year of grad school and then I will get a perfect job with Conservation International in Ecuador and live happily ever after. Ha : ) Hey, if you believe it enough, it will come. I will be excited to make it home just in time to catch some sick south swells and see my friends and family that I miss very much. Peace out. -H

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Adventures a la playa de Ecuador

Scott and I left Quito last Thursday afternoon for the beach (FINALLY!!). First we planned to head to Atacames, spending one night in the small party/beach town, and on to Mompiche in the morning. We had hoped to leave Quito by 12:30/1pm, but unfortunately got caught doing other things and didn't board the bus until almost 3pm. We were just happy to be on our way finally, and getting out of Quito again for a bit, and of course I was extremely happy to be heading towards the warm ocean!
We were told that the bus ride to Atacames would be about 7 hours long, which was about what we expected. We spent the ride taking in the sites (beautiful drive!) and writing/reading, in addition to trying to ignore the extremely loud and violent movies that played for almost the whole 7 hours... I have come to discover though that riding buses (especially long distance ones) is always a gamble, sometimes they play good/funny family movies, but more often than not, it is some crazy action movie. By the time we finally got there, I was so filled with adrenaline from all the violence I was forced to endure, that I kept having to push horrible thoughts of what might happen once we arrived late-night in a new strange city. Not to worry though, so far our trip has been wonderful, and with a little bit of travel/common sense, we have yet to have any problems. In fact, we have found quite the opposite, the people have all been very friendly and helpful.
We were a little confused when we finally arrive in Esmeraldas just before 10pm, since the bus driver informed us that the bus was no longer going to Atacames and it was necessary to take a taxi the rest of the way. Okay whatever, we grabbed our stuff and piled into the taxi with one other local. Luckily, the bus driver paid for the cab, as we were a little annoyed that no one had informed us that this would be the case when we bought our tickets for the bus. Unfortunately, the cab driver was a bit upset that the bus driver only was willing to pay him $6, and he was adamant that it should be $8 to go to Atacames. This worried me a bit, but the cab driver finally agreed and away we went. I had a feeling that one way or another the cab driver wanted his $2, since he was still talking about it with the other local who was in the cab once we were on our way. I figured I would just as soon give him the $2, to ensure that he wasn't upset and that we got there safely. Luckily, he took us directly all the way to the hotel, so we happily gave him the $2 and checked in.

The rooms were small and rather expensive by Ecuador standards, but we didn't feel like wondering around trying to find somewhere else late-night. We gladly paid the $20 for the night and put our stuff down, cleaned up, and heading out for a look around the main strip just down the road. All of the bars were little tiny, but very cool-looking, open-air places right on the sand. At the first stop, we found a little place with plenty of fresh juices (literally-opened and squeezed to order) that was playing a mix of salsa and reggaeton. There was plenty of surrounding entertainment, between the small group of locals that were very energetically doing some crazy dances, firedancing, and the interesting assortment of stragglers that were passing by in the beach out front. The people dancing were really having a good time and some of them were pretty good too. One guy had perfected the "booty dance", as I termed it, were he would lean forward and stand up on his toes while vigorously shaking his butt. Haha.
It was very entertaining for a bit, but we thought we ought to move on to the next and see what other crazy things were going on in the town. At the place next store, they were playing some fun music, had one more amazing fresh juice, and convinced Scott to dance for a bit. They had a widescreen TV playing the latest Reggaeton music videos, so we watched and then would try and copy the crazy moves. ; ) After a bit, it seemed that everyone was moving on, so we went to the next one, a few more down, and talked to some locals there. We met two guys, one from Colombia and another from Spain, who offered to show me some salsa moves, so I gave it a try. The first guy was trying to teach me a 2 count move, which for some reason I just could not get the hang of. The other guy then showed me a different 4 count dance, which I was at least a little better at, but still moving like a gringa. Then Scott told me that there was another guy who he thought was trying to hit on him, but it turned out that the guy was just a little barracho and simply was trying to talk to the both of us. We stayed and talked to all of them for a bit more, but then decided to head back to the hotel, since it was late and somewhat dangerous there after hours.
This guy tried to convince us to buy the hat, after I inquired about it for Scott, but it turned out that Scott was just joking and didn't really want the hat, so I had to tlk my way out of it... Thanks Scott ; )

Woke up at 7:30am the next morning, ready to head straight to breakfast. I forced Scott out of bed and convinced him to come with me. We found a little place down the street and I ordered my favorite, rice, eggs, and cheese, with some more delicious fresh juice! We walked around for a bit and found a place to check emails then went to the beach and explored a bit. We found a really cool bar that had swings hanging from the ceiling and some fresh homemade ice cream served in and with pineapple. Everywhere played lots of reggaeton, my favorite. Found some other neat things for sale, but didn't buy anything since I didn't have much money left.

We then checked out of the hotel and were on our way into the peublo to find the bus to Mompiche. After some runaround, we finally found the correct bus stop, but were told that the next bus would not be for about an hour, upon which we decided to go have lunch. We found a really popular local place that was very good and ended up sitting next to a really interesting local guy and his grand daughter. He had some interesting stories to tell and spoke pretty good English too (which was good for Scott). Apparently he had lived a very interesting life, traveling all over the world, and living on the beach, etc for several years (literally on the beach). He shared many bits of wisdom with us, such as the fact that life is all about living and your experiences, people, etc. and I really enjoyed listening to his outlook. The lunch was so good too, $1.50 for soup, coconut shrimp and rice-delicious!
We returned to the bus stop and after a bit of a wait, got on a laid-back looking bus to Mompiche. When I say laid-back, I mean it too! We had no idea when we got on, but this was definitely not the fast/direct bus... Fortunately, it was still early and we were not in a hurry, but the ride was around 4 hours, for only going about 2 hours away. ; ) And, it was hot when we stopped a lot, especially for about 30 minutes while the bus driver sat down and ate lunch... We made it to Mompiche around 4pm and the ride was so amazingly beautiful! Cows in the middle of the highway, little houses along the road (all with chickens, pigs, dogs, etc. of course), and beautiful vegetation-so green everywhere!

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Ecuador pics, poems, and movies-trekking through the jungle with the Cofan

This blog will be mostly pics and movies that I haven't posted yet. More good times in the jungle:

Gentle rain upon my doorstep,
In the morning the sound of nature and the rooster to wake me up,
The frogs and the crickets put me to sleep at night.
During the day, when we are not hiking,
I am entertained by watching our Cofan family hosts as they interact, playing,
spending time, and going about the daily chores.
Then of course there is always constant entertainment in watching the animals outside,
the local kids play and laugh, and there is plenty of time to read and think,
time for everything and everyone.
The hike in was definitely not easy and we are miles from civilization,
the conditions are wild out here and very harsh at times,
but it is truly an amazing, forgotten place of yesterday...


The incessant rain and Scott crossing the river on our way out, after the canoes had washed away...





The crazy Chandia Nae river after mucho lluvia (rain!)... Loco!

There is no shortage of mud, up to your knees and then some...

The Good Life... in the Amazon

The mist rolls in, just before night fall.
I am still just trying to take it all in.
Out here in the Amazon, it makes you feel so small,
realizing once again that how we are just a part of it all.
Trying to look deep within my mind,
never knowing just what I might find.
The beauty of this place amazes me.
The wonder of everyone all working together in perfect harmony.
Always something new to learn and see,
the sense of family and community...
Having few possessions, but those they hold dear,
they live the simple life, with plenty of time for togetherness.
Helping one another each and every day,
saving plenty of time for socializing and play.
Although the life they live may not be "easy",
it certainly seems as close to wonderful as it gets, to me.




The crazy ride in the back of the truck to Lago Agrio...

Dureno, Ecuador



We left on June 29th, 2008 to go to Dureno, which is the 1st Cofan community that we visited almost exactly 2 1/2 weeks ago. The community in Dureno is isolated by a very large river disconnecting it from the main road into town. We crossed the river in a small canoe with a motor on the back.




The Dureno community was pretty neat to see, although it is much more modern than most of the others. They actually have electricity there and a canoe with a motor on it. They also have a small store that is run by one of the locals that sells beer and other supplies. They have many fiestas, parties where they play local music and do some Latino style dancing. They also make a fermented yucca drink (alcoholic) called chicha and we got to try some of that. It was okay, but definitely kind of sour and a little weird. As far as the alcohol content, it was not very strong and you have to drink a whole bowl of it when it is offered to you, or else you will be rude.

It was a lot of fun there, but kind of reminds me of what the Native American towns must have been like several years after the white colonists came to America. They still have a local shaman and live very simply, but some have modern amenities. Most still do not have running water in their houses and no toilets (the woods). They still make beautiful jewelry and handcrafts and most of them do not work, they sell their artisania and do other small odds and ends to make a little bit of money. We also were amazed at how much oil drilling and pipelines there are everywhere in the area. It is really sad, because the large companies are very careless with their operations and there has been a lot of spills and contamination near the tribal lands in the last 20 years. Many of the local indigenous Cofan in Dureno are now starting to get cancer from the contamination of the crude oil in their water supplies. We got to go by and see one of the most recent spills and it was disgusting. Oil everywhere and they were not doing much to clean it up. There was workers down there filling up their helmets with the oil that was sitting in large puddles of water and dumping it into large dump which they were carrying out by hand! It was really sad to see and apparently is a normal occurrence.

We were there for 2 days and 2 nights. We then returned to Lago Agrio by an hour and a half bus ride and started to make preparations for our next trip into the jungle. We were there for one day and one night. We stayed the night at the local office on bunks with only boards no mattresses. That made the third night in a row of sleeping on a very hard surface (we slept on the floor in Dureno) with only the cushion of my very lightweight sleeping bag.